book 1

I woke up before the she wolf arose i put some clothes on and then picked out a clean shirt and some jogging pants and laid them next to her

I left her a note on a napkin telling her to stay here but that if she left i would not track her down and she would be left on her own.
I made a quick run by the salvation army where they loaded me up with enough food for two for about a week the only bad thing is that i couldn't come back for another two weeks so that they could do the same for others.

I took the food back which consisted of dry cereals, crackers, tuna, one loaf of bread, Vienna sausages, and some spam. it would have to be enough i struggled eating this little with my werewolf metabolism i can only hope that she will be satisfied with as much it takes a while to get used to.

When this ran out we'd have to get up early to make it to the mission in time to get food before they reached capacity.

If she's still there that is.

when i approached the alley her scent hit me but i was still unsure whether she was still there. I walked to the opening and continued to walk down the alley past the dumpsters and garbage bags.
She sat there in the clothes that i had laid out for her covered in the blanket that we had slept on last night.

She looked up at me as i approached. i didn't know that she was speaking at first because her voice was so light.
I knelt down placing the bags of food in front of me. " I'm sorry can you repeat that" I said with a smile that she did not return. she coughed before she spoke this time "i said why are you helping me?".

" Because i want to" she glared at me. "don't give me that bull I've heard it before but i know all that you men want is one thing" she said as she got up dusting herself off "and I'm sorry Mr. but that just something that I'm not willing to do." she started to walk to the mouth of the alley but she paused and said "but thanks for the clothes" before she could walk away i gabbed her arm causing her to flinch and i admit i was angry and it satisfied some monstrous part deep down inside of me to see her do so.

" do you really want to know why i helped you , i helped you because you looked like you needed it and i am the only person who gives a crap about you enough to want to protect you from the steets before you get in any deeper and must drug yourself enough to forget what evr memories that are hounding you to get out and that's only through death." I pushed her away angry at he and myself for letting it go that far and because the hurt that had flashed in her eyes when i said thoose things but if she hadn't have heard them from me she wouldn't have heard them at all.

"sorry to say it but on the streets you don't get to much kindness so i suggest you take it before it's lifted out of your grasp"
i said in a softer tone of voice so not to scare her more than i already did. she turned around silent tears leaking from her midnight blue eyes funny that i could notice them at a time like this.

"I'm sorry if i offend you but in my experience guys like you don't come around to often and it's kind of hard to recognize them with every bad guy dressed like one, but it still doesn't change my mind i can't stay here i will only bring you trouble like you said you don't find to much kindness on the streets and i don't want my drama to keep you from helping someone who deserves it." with that she walked away without a word.